Lingerie – How it all started

Like most of those with severe, incurable autogynephilia, I started out at a young age wearing women's panties. At first it was just the silky feeling which I enjoyed. But soon, I wanted prettier styles, in more feminine colors and more lace. I graduated into slips, starting with the silky nylon half slips which were popular in the 80's, before moving on to full slips, The silkier, the better. The more feminine, the better. The more lace, better. Next came babydoll nighties, and then whorish coordinates and the glamour of a movie star peignoir. But by the time I was in my teens, I realized that the allure of women's underwear was the desire not only to feel feminine and pretty, but to BE feminine and pretty. I realized that what I really wanted was to be a woman, to have breasts, and to have a vagina.I didn't wanted to be smooth and flat between my legs, and I wanted to be desired.I wanted to be desired, to give pleasure and to feel the pleasures of being a woman, penetrated by her men so that I could feel the and experience the things that women do.